Can I ?

I ask myself today, Can I ?

Honestly, I gave up on today.

I have test today. 

I felt totally lost. I can't even concentrate on it.

Looking at the question paper is like looking at the blank paper.

A DAMN WHITE A4 PAPER !!!

I do have done my revision.

But my heart is not there.

I totally lose focus...totally.

I'm not intend to get high marks or better class position. What I'm worrying is I'd set my goals and preparation but why I still slipped off just like that ?

I am a person who are not easily to give up.

But what had happened ? 

This is just a small test, how about the big ones ?

CAN I MANAGE THAT NEXT TIME ?

I'm scared, I'm worried, I'm frustrating.

I'm lost. :(