Emotionally Tired

When can all these suffering ends ?

All these worries, fears, tiredness, frustrations ?

Can anyone tell me when ?

I'd been struggling these days making sure I'm prepare.

Well, the hell days is drawing much nearer in the blink of an eye.

Always waking up fearing that I hadn't done much and feeling confused on what should I do.

All of these really exhaust me.

Every single time when I look at the clock, I asked,

"Can you hold on for a while?"

I know time won't wait but please can it be only this once ?

I don't know if I could endure all these stressing days.

7 days. 8 papers. 4 subjects. 1 brain.

Shit those numbers ! It's more like killing me than counting it for me.

And it's scaring the hell out of me !

Can I burst all these feeling out ?

I need someone to be here with me. Talk me out.

Maybe I'll feel better that way. Even if it's for a while.

I'm tired.

I hope. I wish. I pray.