Losing Focus

I don't know where to begin.
These few days I'm getting all kind of stress.
From work to my future plans.

I started to break down.
Crying silently from all those distress.
Wanted to give up. Losing hope.
Losing grip of standing strong for my life.
I could say that I'm lost. Confused.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know where my motivation goes.
I used to be so determined that nothing could pull me down.
I used to be strong that even a slight weakness might not be easy to break me.

But why?
Why everything goes the opposite way?
Why am I started to become so damn weak?
Why am I losing focus?

Am I the one that change?
Or the life now has other new plans?
And wanted to test me?

Did I fail? :'(

Yes or No ?

It's been a long time, huh?

I almost forgot about this blog.

In the middle of having my bath, baru I remember it.

Actually not much to update.

My job getting more task. No time to have a rest.

Basketball game with my colleagues. Yumcha.

Just normal days.

But of course in everyday, I would be always had this one problem kept interfering me.

In this growing up life I had, many life choices I need to make.

One of it was entering Uni or continuing working.

This question has always haunting me.

I don't know which path I should choose.

At the meantime, I had obstruction at both choices.

Please give me an answer.

I don't know where to go.

Of course, I always intended to choose studying.

By that way, I able to go somewhere out from my hometown.

Somewhere different.

But as always, every choices made come with its consequences. 

Study or no study?

Leave or no leave?

Its all depends on my STPM results and the Uni acceptance letter.