Terribly Sorry

One question.

How do you feel when someone forget your precious birthday ?

Especially your special someone did.

The one who are totally special to me.

The one who meant the world to me.

The one whom I said I cherish with all my life.

The one who brought me to this world.

The one who is important.

The one who I cannot live without.

Yes, I just forgot my mum's birthday. This very damn day !

I really f*cking upset. I felt so wrong.

It's not the first time. I did that too last year. And I done it again. In this f*cking year !

AGAIN !!!!!!

I just really really really can't forgive myself !!!!!!!

What an a**hole am I !!!! 

So I came up to her and gave her a hug.

Giving her a birthday wishes and a sorry.

She didn't deserves this. I know she's disappointed.

I just can't do anything besides saying sorry.

I cried a bit when I'm in her hug. Feeling so freaking sorry.

Not much I can do. But here's for you.
Happy Birthday, Mum.
I'm sorry. There's no need to forgive me.

You're always the queen of my heart ©