Thursday, December 13, 2012

Better Off Alone

Welcome back peeps !

Been doing nothing but 'measuring floor' recently.
Or dating with Mr. TV and Mr. Computer most of the time.
Well, they showed me good movies, so why not date ? =D

Listening a lot of musics before went to sleep.
Having trouble sleeping these few nights.
If its not 12am or 1am, then I would be staring at my room ceiling like a dumba**.
I hate passing time during the night.
Wanted to stay up late but my so-called-clever dad turning off all the lights and the TV TOO !
Rushing us to get in bed early but all he wanted to do was to have a puff or two of cigarettes !

hey bro, cut the smoke already ! you think we didn't smell that in our room ? get your a** and smoke outside already !! 

Seriously I can't stand his attitude already.
There's one night I really damn frustrated.
Besides giving me his not-so-syok looks, he even changed the tv channels when both of my sis and me were still watching !
Come on man, is that funny ? F*cking childish behaviour !!!
I don't know what's his intentions of doing so but I really don't LIKE IT !!!

But after all those sleepless nights, I've been much calmer now.
Thanks to that one night where I'm alone all by myself.
Staring outside of the window towards the night sky.
No noises. No lights. No thoughts.

Just silences. Night sky. And me.
Best feeling ever. 

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