Monday, December 17, 2012

This Is Not What I Wanted

Had an argument with my mum just now.
It's been like the second time.
I didn't meant to get furious but I really can't stand it.
I've been holding on too much.
My mum kept on blaming me for being irresponsible on my matters.
But seriously when I need help from you guys, what excuses you guys been giving ?
Its not I don't want to settle it, its really inconvenient for me to do so.
Especially my dad ! 
I can't remember when he helped me.

When I'm growing up until now, I started to feel alienated from this family.
Like everything was different.
Things weren't the same before.
I feel much better living away from home.
No fuss.

I heard my mum's voice croaked when she talked.
I wonder she would be crying silently.
I'm feeling so wrong now.

Another night crying to sleep ? :'(

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