Sunday, January 27, 2013

Still The Same

Alright I need to calm myself down this time.
I don't know if I feel happy or sad.
But I was glad I met you again.

Last night went yumcha with my buddies.
And of course he was there.
I told them to invite him over too.
Well is not wrong to see him again right? :)

Yea, even though what had happened before.

I'd tried to erase the feelings I had towards that guy but unfortunately I failed.
I admit I still like him.
So I just let time change me.

Honestly, I'm really happy seeing him last night.
I just pretend that I didn't had feelings to him when we talked.
Just trying not to make the conversations awkward.
Its simply "just friend only".

When its time to go, I got this feeling of not wanting to go and just stay there.
Why happy times have to be pass so fast?
Saying goodbye was quite hard when I was looking at him.
aarggghhhh, i need help !

Okay, cut the chase.
Conclusion is I still had feeling towards him.
But its impossible.


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