I Smile and I Don't

2nd post for today. It's okay right?

Too much thought that I want to write.

*don't mind you, it's my blog anyway...hahaha*

So I left two more days to go for my checkup.

Yeah, I finally called the doctor and to my dear parents, PLEASE STOP NAGGING ME!!!!!

I'd done what you guys wanted me to, so is done okay ??

I'm really had enough of them talking to me like they're shouting at me.

Or like arguing with me. Hey, did I did something really wrong here???

At first I was scared. Like seriously worried.

Then I got a call telling me not to worry and everything will be okay.

I felt a sudden relief. At least I know there is someone cares me.

:)

Talking about birthdays today.

I like birthdays. With surprises, presents and celebrations.

I like making surprises especially for my friend's birthday. And I had fun doing it.

Sounds nice but birthdays for me was a different thing.

On my birthday,....................

Mostly nothing special going on during that day.

And that's why I don't like my birthday personally.

There's a feeling of lonely and sad on that special day.

I really hate passing time on my birthday.

Somehow, I do still get wishes and a few presents. I do felt grateful too.

But still I don't like the dull feeling of it.

:(