Is there any bad things gonna happen in this moment ?
Because I'm ready here to tackle all of it.
If I say I'm ready, I'm serious about it.
There were something wrong happened last night.
I was shocked at first but I managed to stay calm that time.
I was scared. I was worried. Inside.
But I had to pretend that I'm okay and be protective to my sister. p/s: yes, she's sick.
The feeling of assurance is what she need in this moment.
She told me at first what had happening to her.
My parents haven't knew about it yet.
Once they knew it, my mum were all freaking out ! Like really really freaking out !!!
Luckily I was there to calm things down.
Just now I had a talk with her. She didn't talk a single word.
I told her of being calm when my sister need her.
And freaking out or worrying like a mad woman doesn't help to make things right.
That's why my sis told me at the first place but not her.
But all these were just my mask.
I only able to show how tough and calm I am on the outside.
But truthfully, I'm worrying the hell out of my life !!!
I'm hiding myself crying in my room without them noticing.
And then came out like nothing had happen.
All I'm praying and hoping that my sis will recover soon.
No matter what I'll be there for her. Even if it's hard.
Strong. It's all I have to be.
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