It Ends Tonight

Alright, every questions in my head has been answered.
This time with a more clearer answer.
It's really the time to say stop.
I'd already promised myself that no matter what the answer is I'll agree with it.
Even when it's not the answer I want. The bad answer.

I really don't know why I had the guts to ask a question that could really hurt myself.
All I think was since I'm trying to give up on him, why not try to get to know the real thing ?
Just trying to know why I had to stop having feelings towards him. I just wanna know why.
Finally, things is much clearer for me now.
I should've knew it from the beginning.
I knew what would it be but why I still keep putting feelings ?
For freaking 5 years !!!

5 years is not a small period of time.
I'd wasted my time waiting for something that are impossible to happen.
And maybe won't happen at all.

I felt so silly and stupid of myself.
For being so naive and so faithful for so long time.
How long can I really stop liking him ?
I really had enough. No more waiting anymore.

Lets end this tonight. :'(